i found life is so scary.. there is no way for u to think when u will be dead.. and i also find it very fragile .. sometime i really want to find out when will die... and wat will happen to my future too... all i can say is live with the fact ..no matter wat happen u must learn and accept it.. nobody can help to do tat.. got to be strong.. tml will be going back to sch and got to catch up the things in sch.. shall stop here..