today was my math paper 1 .. i think i can really k myself not to finished my last two question cuz i did not have the time!!!!! two more days to finish my perlim... tml will be my math paper2!! i am scard tat i dod not have time... and worse of all math 2 is normally i can't do well.... i can really ....myself down.....in this year i never pass my math before...

i knowthat my cliqque r teaching me wat they can... they r really trying hard... when i see tat i feel really touch and also gulity... i had always tell myself tat jolyn .. work crack yr brian but it was empty talk when i flip e math bk i just give up.... i think sometime i am really stupid..sometime hopeless too...i know tat my cliqque had been telling me tat i can do it sure can but i must put alot of effort in..

this time i must really do it for my actual n-level .. as this is going to be my final lap to complete this journey for this whole 4 yrs..... i must do it!!!! i must pass EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT.... INCLUDING MY MATH... i dun want to disappoint my family and friends again... i know when ppl see or ask me abt my math .. they think at e actal fac tis i dun care... but the real feeling is tat i want to pass.. this time i am going to do it no matter wat...

telling myself
JOLYN ..U CAN DO IT..... since yr art can y not math..!!!! as a student i need to do test and exam.. u can;t always escape from the subject u dun like... no matter wat u still need to do... i just got to like math even i dun math... as wat ppl say y escepa just the fact... this i am not going to have empty talk .. i can do it means can..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am not going to let anyone down again