now i am so confused !!!! i dun whether shld i go to ite or taking o level in private!!!!!!!! i dun know... i want to go to ite cuz i want to take my course in a faster way.. but i also need to have my o level cert too.. if i dun have .. next time ppl will not hire me!!! this is wat i really the most.. now i dun care who will look down on me... this is my life!!! ppl cannot control me!!!! I PROMISE MYSELF TAT I WILL DO WELL IN MY STUDIES!! and i really have to think carefully wat i really want to do!!! i dun want to be like last time and regret again!! i dun want to miss another chance!!!!

watever i will think carefully!!! i dun know wat is going wif my family!!! i really dun want to care and wat is going on.. i dun know wat is the problem with them... scolding here and there!!!! some time i wish there is peace not ........ now i just want to care abt my future,studies and work!!!! e rest i can't be bother!!!!! i will only do my job well!! if i have the money i will want to go another country to stay rather in singapore!!! i will never care wat happen in my family!! i know u all will think i am selfish!!! but to me i want to have a peaceful life!!!! i shall not care anymore but my own life !!!!!! i am sick and tired of this thing!!!!!!