i am feeling tired and stress with my accommodation test tml!!! we only know it on like yesterday!! how can we study within 2 days!!! now this is a lesson tt i should learn tt must revise my work everyday.... i really hate this feeling as i cant remember this things tt i revise!!! even today my teacher revise 2 time yet i cant remember!!! i really hated this feeling!!! i really want to do well so tt i will not let myself and my family down!! i told myself no matter how hard it is i will not let myself and family down as i really want to have good life for my family!!!

since this is a lesson i will it and will not do it again!! REMEMBER JOLYN ACTION IS LOUDER THAN WORDS!! i am sure tt i can DO IT NOTHING IT IS IMPOSSBILE!! since i cant remember tt much i shall remember tt those i am confident in it!! i dun want to feel down anymore cuz i know my freinds are really worry for me as they dun want to see me unhappy!! now i must stay STRONG AND FIGHT!! haha!! i really want to thanks them to show care and concern!!! i really LOVE U ALL!!!

to my dear.. i am sorry to make u worry today.. i really dun want u to feel worry!!
so i promise u tt mo matter wat happened i will tell..at the point of time i really want u to hug and wine at u like a child!!!
i will not let this happem again!! i will always stay POSTIVE AND STRONG!! love u!!