sometimes i think family cannot be trusted too!!!! i rather to trust myself than them!!!! to me i only trusting my mum than grandma and bro!!! u all must be wondering wat happened... those who close with me would know tt my bro and i is like fire and water.... it cannot contact each other... though this time the quarrelling was a small matter because of one com.. i ask him to switch off the com he did not want!! hello look at time is alr 12 plus coming to 2am..if he dun want to sleep tt is his buiness as i want to sleep!! i jsut switch off the com and i dun even care as he and i quarrel.. grandma always love to side as him.. she never fail to do so... she is always siding at him whenever i quarrel with her percious grandson!!!! to me i did not take him as my bro!!! i dun care wat ppl say.. to me u all dun know anything and comment all u want!!! i am really piss with grandma.. whenever she scold her grandson she will come and complain to me... and tell this and tt.. just now she tell her grandson tt look at yr sis this and tt... i think in this family she is the one tt i dun trust her!!!!! ya ppl say family must cherish them... hahahha.. i dun even know family will backstack ppl too!!!!!!!!!!!! ya i know she be doing the housechores for me and cook for me i should be grateful... yes i do feel grateful and i know she done alot for me.. but she should not side to whose side... i rather her not to side to her grandson and me!!!! i dun need her siding.... is our problem and she should stay aside... i know god would punish those children who quarrel and argue with the older ppl.. to me i know i am in the wrong of quarrelling with her but i reallu dun like the way she say and side to ppl... i dun care wat ppl say i am jealous.. to me is not jealous is just not being fair to me!!!!!!!

family family.... humpz.. i dun know!!!!!!!! i dun want to know also!!!!!!!!!!! irrtating!!!!! i just love my mummy even if she scold me i will still love her!!!!!!!! and of course i love my daddy too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks for being there for me ... i really appreciated it... thanks my dear.... i will not think of it anymore and i jsut let it be...